I am a Life Lover
posted on Thursday, October 20, 2011 at 6:30 AM |
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I answered some personality test by the New York Times, and this is the result:
(http://nytimes.visualdna.com/attempts/f73130da-ab6b-4b08-aa35-a34d009b59a3/feedback)
You are super stylish and you love nothing more than shopping both for yourself and your home which is beautifully furnished from top to bottom. You take great pride in how things look outwardly and have a great admiration for the aesthetically beautiful. You are an emotional spirit and you make really strong connections. Good friends and lots of laughs are the recipe for really happy days. And nights!
You're creative and imaginative and like to be inspired. Home is where your heart is and you love nothing more than putting personal touches to your space. You're laid-back and relaxed with a very healthy attitude to life. Naturally down-to-earth, you don't believe in sweating the small stuff. Life's for living, with minimum stress and maximum enjoyment and so fun with family and friends is top of the list as far as you're concerned. Food is a definite passion too and you're always up for tantalizing your taste buds. You're a bit of a dreamer at heart. But there's nothing wrong with that. Set your sights high and you'll create the life you deserve. The Home and Garden section is perfect for you - bring the latest trends into your home.
Sembreak is all about emptying you mind and getting it ready for the next semester
posted on Tuesday, October 18, 2011 at 7:26 AM |
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Well, this is just to break down my previous blogs about how 'productive' my sem break would be. Plus, this also an update on what things I've already cross out my Sembreak To Do list:
☑Read a good book (I finished Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone overnight!! + Will finish off the whole series with in my break. #crossedfingers, thanks for sending the ebooks M!)
☑Finish the Gossip Girl series and wait for more (Just because Season 5 is on going and it airs weekly. Waiting is for the weak tho. Pffft.)
☑Play Sims Social on Facebook (Which I find boring already. I can't expand my lot, meaning there's no new room to arrange and decorate, which is my sole purpose of playing it.)
☑Bond with friends, esp. high school fellows. Visited and watched movies with Lei yesterday (monday) and I will be playing badminton with my high school barkada tomorrow (wednesday)
☑Sleep lavishly (Get back all the Zzzz's I lost during the past semester: recharge my battery. Thus, I will be lacking sleep again once the next semester starts.)
☑Repeat ( I'm so good at this! Trust me.)
So, that's my sem break so far. You think it's productive? If you ask me, Hmmm, Definitely Maybe. :P Thanks for reading! :D
A dream is a wish your heart makes | To be Blair once in a while
posted on Thursday, October 13, 2011 at 7:51 PM |
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I am the one who saw his haven.. I was the only one who saw his true self; longing for true love and understanding.
I got the chance to be Blair in my dream last night, I may concede, it was one story which all pieces fit.
Serena, just like in the series, was really fond of the boys. She was playing basketball with Dan and Nate-just like in the series. I watch them from a far bench, sitting and smiling to myself.
All was well until we saw a girl playing basketball with six other men, and I'm talking about Poppy. (YEAH, just like in the series!! :D ) She was trying to get our attention, and when she did, she immediately hid, showing just of one middle finger from some random guy.
Of course I felt offended, what a rude gesture that is! So I told Nate to show off his middle finger too. Well, you know me, I won't accept defeat; especially from that Poppy.
But Nate refused, telling me to just get over it. All was well until Serena ordered Nate to do the same thing I asked him to do.. And did it. Which broke my heart.
Why is it all about Serena? It's all about her; What she wants, that she gets!! Well anyway.
I rushed to the ladies room, Nate calling me as if he's concerned about me, but I didn't care. Tears will fall down my cheeks; I have to hide, run away from them. If I cry, I don't want them to see that. I can't afford them seeing me weak.
Then, I found my self in a corridor, leading me to some vividly lit room. With curiosity, I hurriedly entered the slightly opened door, Drawings hanging on the wall welcomed me, a mattress on the floor is lying.
I found a guy asleep, hugging a book. He looks like a child. Chuck. My Chuck.
He was holding the book his mom wrote close to his heart. And he is sleeping with tracks of sadness and emptiness across his face. I immediately felt the urge of hugging him..And I followed my heart's signal.
He opened his eyes and saw me.. He didn't say a word.. His lips slightly smiled and he hugged me back.. I am in the perfect place to be. I can lay here forever, with him by my side, in his haven.
My dream didn't end happily, but I don't wanna remember it anymore. I want to be by his side, hug him forever.
Even sem breaks won't stop me from making To-Do-Lists
I love making to do lists. And since I have a whole month to spare, I decided to make another to do list to make this break a meaningful and well spent one.
This break, I plan to read as many books as I can, and by that, I mean I will update my bookshelf and buy some best buys! :) I think I'll go book hunting in Recto tomorrow, after my fridate with Haj and Chanel. :) And since I said I love listing stuff, I already made a list of the books I'll hunt tomorrow at the book paradise:
And I'm planning to read the WHOLE Harry Potter Series too. But I know it's given that I won't finish all of them in a month, but at least I'll start. (I'm borrowing all those from Lei!! :) ) And I'm also planning to buy Nicholas Sparks and Paulo Cuelo's novels as well!!
I'm also planning to watch 'No Other Woman' ALONE. Yep, I know it sounds not so right, but no one's available to watch it w me with various reasons. Plus, I want to watch a movie on my own too; yeah. A date with myself would be fun! :)
This month, I will clean my room and arrange my closet-FOR REAL. Words can't describe how messy my closet and my bed is. And I want to change that. Even just for a month. Haha.
I will exercise!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! :))) Yes! I will try to lose weight. I want to have some sort of transformation before classes open again next month. I know-WHAAAAT.
Speaking of transformation, I will end my hair's present state of being natural. I will have my hair treated: reborn or rebond, I don't know still. But, yeah.
I will cook more often. :> Enough said.
I will finish GG season 4 and Start viewing season 5. :) Heee. ♡
So I think I've listed enough. And I wish I can do all of these in a month! Trust me I'll update you. Good evening guys! Thanks for reading! :D
**Photos courtesy of google**
Life begins today.☮♥☺
posted on Wednesday, October 12, 2011 at 2:05 AM |
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Sorry If I wasn't able to post random sheez, this week been my last week, hence, it is indeed hell-ish. But thank goodness, I survived and it's over!! :)
I'm so proud of myself because I ended this sem with a bang! :) Tho I was bombarded and jampacked with last minute paper works and exams, I was able to finish them all in time!
In less than 5 days, I did:
☒ Comm100 4page position paper re: Press Freedom restrictions
☒ English11 7page novel analysis: (The novel I used is Waiting, by Ha Jin. Good story BTW. Tho I analyzed it back in hs sophomore year.)
☒ Studied and memorized lotsa names, dates, newspaper titles for my Journ100 Final exam
☒ Did a lot of readings for my English12 (AKA Feeling Mahor GE) last unit exam
And now, I'm in the midst of playing Sims Social on FB and Blogging here on blogspot--Two of my most favorite hobbies and past time to do. :)
"Life always offers us second chances. It's called tomorrow." ☺
posted on Friday, October 7, 2011 at 8:36 AM |
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I can't believe I wrote this.
posted on Thursday, October 6, 2011 at 9:25 AM |
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*Browsing my old posts, look what I've found!
-April 7, 2011: "What's Happening?"
And you know what's the hardest part? i should spill out my sadness quietly, i have to cry without a sound. After he told me not to call again, he dropped the phone dead. my heart broke as i heard the dial tone, tears fell like a rushing water fall from my eye. I know its so melodramatic, like a series from television or a novel written by some chic. I really wish that would work, at least there is a guarantee that my life is set on a happy ending.
I am wondering why am I still hurt with situations like this, my mind says i should act numb, i should feel numb. But my heart feels pain like it was never hurt before, like it's the first time to be broken, first time to be torn.
-March 19, 2011: "sick and tired"
in times like this,I FEEL I DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER. :(
Someone that would wait for me to fall asleep, even though his eyes are telling him to let them restSomeone that would say sorry and truly mean it by not doing again that mistakeSomeone that would really mean every word that he say and fulfill every promise he sworeSomeone that would be awaken by the first ring of my call when I can't sleep at nightSomeone that would be patient enough to tell me a bed time story, and wish me a sweet dreamSomeone that would be brave enough to face my dad without my permission and introduce himself on his ownSomeone that would ....
I know someone will be hurt reading this. But, I really wanna burst out my emotions and thoughts.I don't want to end up crying myself to sleep, trying to fix things in my mind.
I know tomorrow, I'd be okay. I'll forget things that happened and go on with the usual way. But, everytime the same things happen, I feel like this. :(
I feel like a diamond that lost it's hardness.I feel like an unprecious gemI feel like a useless rugI feel like a crystal that lost its charmI feel like money that lost its value
I feel like a person that lost its worth
It's just that, I can't believe I was the one to write these words. It just seems that every word fit. :)) Haha
Endings are also Beginnings || Let's keep the fire burning, Journmates! ☼
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now.
This will be a photoblog.
Just because 1st sem's over & I love my Journmates.♡
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| Last day of Journ101!! Last day of classes for me! :) Went to OUR to get our CRS accounts activated for the pre-enlistment. (10-06-11) |
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| Just one of those 'after-Journ' tambays at the Aristocart or Batibot. Eating is, and will always be our favorite past time together. :) (10-04-11) |
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| Paul's belated 18th birthday celebration @ somewhere at UP. (09-22-11) |
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| When Umbridge is away, the witches and wizzards will play! :) |
First group photo! (Not Complete) @ the Kamuning Police Station
If only I can shout it out to the world..but I can't
posted on Wednesday, October 5, 2011 at 10:10 AM |
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Have you ever felt like
you're contained in a box and you know you gotta move and get out, but no matter how hard you've tried, you just can't?
That's how it feels.
Being in a 'private' relationship is not as easy as hiding a secret. 'Private' in a sense that my family, except for my sisters, doesn't know (So basically, my dad has no knowledge with this) that I have a relationship w R.
I would love to be honest with my dad and tell that I already love someone, that technically I have a boyfriend. But every time I try, it seems that destiny comes up with something to make me stop. I am dying to let him know as early as possible. I don't wanna lie anymore. I want our relationship to be more open to others. Not like this. Not like we're hiding.
It's really hard to have a relationship like this. I just can't upload pictures on Facebook, just like any happy couple--fearing that some relative would see it and tell it to Papa. I am envy of them-those happy couple whose pictures were all over the internet. I wish I could tell to the world that
"Hey! This is my boyfriend and I love him so much!! Don't we make such a cute couple?'
Instead, I would just create an account on other social networking sites or blog sites like this.. wherever I can hide from my relatives. But I would really want them to meet and know R. I want them to see how great he is, how loving and caring and supportive and patient he is. I wanna let them see his side that I saw in him. I want them to know the man that I love and I wish they would love to.
I can't really wait for that moment. That moment when R could visit me here at our house, that moment when he and my dad would talk about random things. I barely can't contain my excitement when I think of that moment when we can be like a family..
I know that this thing I'm going through will be a lot more easier if Mama is still here--Not that I blame her, its just that, I miss her so much that everything that I do or I experience in life makes me think "If Mama was still here, would things be like this?" What if she's still around? Would that make any difference? :( Every thing that I do, everything that I go through, I will always connect with my mom. Because I miss her so much and things were really different when she was around.. Everything was light, everyone in my family is so much happier.
To R, I know it's hard on your part to be unrecognized by my family, especially by my dad. But, I assure you that the right time would come, and you two will meet. Thank you for understanding me, for going through all these with me. I hope you could wait longer and I love you so, so much.
To Mama, Ma! I miss you very much. I know things happened for a reason and I must accept the fact that you're already gone. I know that, but it's hard. Each day without you is like living through the pain again and again. I just miss the times we had. And I wish you were still here. I love you, always.
To my destiny, Please give me the courage, the chance, the perfect timing, the exact words, the right mood and the correct reasons. Please, just this one chance.
So, just to cure my bitterness and insecurities and jealousy of not having the 'right' to post OUR pictures in FB, I will post some here. :)
Thank you for reading!!!
You'd never know how big you make me smile
posted on Tuesday, October 4, 2011 at 9:28 AM |
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To all those who read this non-sense blog, thank you. Words are not really enough to make you feel how happy I am to see those stats on how many page views I got per day. <3 Thank you for not laughing over at my posts! Thank you for appreciating it, thank you for merely reading it!! :)
You readers are one of the reasons why I've been consistent of blogging again. :) Much thanks to all!! Continue reading and I hope to hear from you soon!! XX
with much love and gratitude,
Flo.
☺
Some Firsts on the Last week
posted on Monday, October 3, 2011 at 10:41 AM |
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It's my first time in college to find a book using OPAC, borrow a book from our college library. It's my first time to actually read the book that I borrowed. It's my first time to feel this dedicated to a paper that I'm doing. And it feels good by the way. :)
I had a good day today! Add to that the fact that I finished my book review with out really reading ALL the contents of the book. (But I read!! Promise! ;D)
"One of the best feelings in the world: crossing out that one hardto-do, time-consuming, head-breaking, sleep-defying item on your to do list"
-@flolovesyou, 1:35 am-October 4, 2011.
*Yeah! That's my twitter username, so if you want to follow me there, just do so. :) Thank you for reading! Good night!! :D
Just a quick realization:
All women are alike in one way or another. I cam across some note on facebook about the likes and dislikes of girls. Somehow, it also serves as a guideline for boys so that they could and would understand us girls better.
Every item that was brought up there made me go "TAMA!" "Korek!" and "Oo nga no!" Haha, which was funny because it was written by a girl I don't know. Though I don't know who she is and I have no clue about her story, I can conclude that we share the same feelings, same thoughts, same wants, same needs--When it comes to boys and love and matters of the heart. <3
Just sharing the good vibes! :)
"Whenever I feel weak, I’ll remember those who make me strong. And whenever I start to doubt myself, I’ll remember those who believe me."
"Let’s forget what's gone, appreciate what still remains and look forward to what's coming next. "
"Let’s turn our mistakes into lessons and our fears into hopes. We should have a faith in ourselves and keep strong! "
"Everyday is a gift that we can't re-give or take back. So make sure we use it wisely."
"Life always offers us second chances. It's called tomorrow."
Source:
@girlsdeals via Twitter
God knows me by heart. He is indeed Omniscient. All Praise for Him.
... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step. You can tell
yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that
step
backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the
going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible
step, the
one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.
A boquet of blue roses for a beautiful young lady
posted on Sunday, October 2, 2011 at 8:52 AM |
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Today is October 2, 2011 and it's my sister Sandra's Sweet 16th Birthday!! :D
I can't believe how time flies. We are now on to the last few years of being a teenager, add to that the fact that she will be a high school senior next school year and will start her applications for college. On the other hand, I will then be a college junior, facing its disputes and all.
So anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST SISTER!! I love you from the heart of my bottom! lels. :))
Final takes before First Sem ends
The end of my sophomore year's first semester is now fast approaching. One week from now, it's already over. Though I still some business to settle before this sem closes:
[]I still have to write a 3-5page review about any History of the Press book to be submitted this tuesday. (Journ100-major)
[]Still have to finish our Ethnography paper for Anthro10. Thank God it's a group paper. (to be submitted on Oct.10)
[]Comm100 Position Paper. WTF WTF. It's just that, all the effort that you will give this damn subject will be wasted. Prof will just guess and give you a random grade. Just plain bull sh*t.
[]Add to that my Eng11 novel analysis :|
+ I still have final exams (J100, J101 and Eng12) + Play Presentation (Comm100) = I wish it's not the end of the sem after all. :|
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