What over what?
posted on Sunday, August 5, 2012 at 2:03 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Dear you,

You know what you want. But you also want the other option you didn’t pick out.

Go on, think of yourself now. You’ve given him almost three years. You were happy. You became happy. But you are not now. You’re aware that it hurts. And hell yeah, it hurts a lot. You still want him. But face it, he doesn’t want you back. You’ve hurt him yes, but that doesn’t mean you are to blame. Sometimes, people just find reasons to put the blame and burden on others. But yeah, you contributed somehow. But it’s not your fault.

Don’t be too hard on yourself. You deserve to be happy. You know it’s so hard to let go someone or something you held on to for almost three years, but that the way things are. Things come and go, and only those meant for you will stay.

Learn to accept. Acknowledge the fact that this would probably one of the hardest and roughest times of your life. But, IT WILL PASS. You have friends. You have your family. And there are approximately 5,000 people in UP that you can meet. Remember that this is just a phase and soon it will end. You’re strong! And don’t let your feelings eat you and control you, because nothing will happen and you will never be happy.

You heard him. He’s using his mind right now. And he doesn’t listen to what his heart tells him, because he knows that the brain is better than the heart. That he should think of himself first before thinking of you. And you should do that too.

I want to make you happy, you know that. But I can see you’re hurting so bad, and I hate to see you that way. Give yourself a chance to be happy, because you deserve it. Have a break. Nothing will happen if you cry your eyes out every night. He will not come back even if you plead, or kneel in front of him. Because he’s using me. Use me too.

Love, Your Brain.

Dear you,

I hate to see you sad. You know that. But don’t make decisions because you’re angry or sad or you’re feeling alone. You just have to face it. Because it will free you. Decide when you’re not confused. And don’t reason out the time. No one pressures you. Nothing makes you decide now. Take your time and think.And think of the things that would make you happy. But think of other factors as well.

I know that compared to what Brain said to you, I’m vague. Feelings are vague. I don’t contradict him because we both want you to be happy and you’re going to decide for yourself.

If you can continue being like this, go on. But stop the moment you feel you no longer can’t. He will be back when he’s the one for you. But if he didn’t, be happy you two happened. Accept because you can. Yes you can. You can do it.

Love, your heart.

My buddy and Me
posted on Monday, July 30, 2012 at 7:06 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Remember that blog when I told the stories of how I randomly met some of the most important and most loved persons of my life? Here is another one again:

I was then a transferee from UPLB when I met an angel. Yep, literally and figuratively. An angel helped us, haj and I, when we didn’t know the confusing process in UP Diliman, also known as the enrollment.

Like an angel, she appeared there when we opened the doors of the journalism department.

Like an angel, she smiled sweetly and asked what could she do to help us poor and lost souls.

Like an angel, she answered all our questions patiently and gave us advice on what subjects to take and the professors we need to avoid.

Little did I know that she’s an angel for everybody. She humbly and whole-heartedly serves the college and her course-mates as their batch journalism representative.

Come second sem, I was applying for an academic course based on our college. When I found out that the same angel was to be a buddy, my mind was set to pick her, and luckily, that angel became mine.

We weren’t that close through the whole course of the application process, but we became like sisters right after. I didn’t expect that we will be as close as this, that the time would come that I would tell her stories about my personal what-nots and stuff, but I did and she did too.

I feel so blessed to meet an angel before I even got to heaven. <3

I love you, Buddy. Happy 19th birthday! >:D<

posted on Friday, July 27, 2012 at 9:36 AM | 0 cmnt/s

YOU ARE THE VOICE OF YOUR GENERATION. OWN IT!

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Unleashing the Potterhead Me
posted on at 9:32 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Despite the fact that I’ve signed up for Pottermore months ago, I just started using it now due to a couple of reasons:

1. I created multiple accounts giving out the same email *because*

2. I keep on forgetting the passwords of those previous accounts.

So now, with the help and selfless contribution of my best friend, i.e., lending me her baduy and jejedays email, i started an new and hopefully, final and legit Pottermore account.

I felt sad not being able to use those previous accounts because I loved the user names assigned to me, but, to my surprise, I loved the newest one eversince my eyes read it: WaveFloo22103 It has my name in it, yeeey!

According to the wands expert, Mr. Olivander, my wand is an ACACIA WITH UNICORN CORE, TWELVE AND A QUARTER INCHES, QUITE FLEXIBLE. :)

I did enjoy shopping at Diagon Alley with Hagrid! I also opened my account in Gringotts Bank, with 500 galleons as starting savings! Later on, I spent almost 50 galleons buying all the stuff I will be needing during my first year in Hogwarts.

Come, first of September, my fellow freshmen arrived at Hogwarts and celebrated the welcoming banquet at the Great Hall. There, as part of tradition, we were sorted into our respective houses, And guess what where I was put:

Gryffindor would be my first choice, but Slytherin is not bad!

So now I’m on the second book, The Chamber of Secrets. Wish me luck!

Shooo My Bad Dreams Away
posted on at 9:31 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Last night, I dreamt about some of the worst things that could happen to me; the passing of my dad and of Renz. And yes, all in one night, in one dream.

Imagine my face when I literally half-jumped off my bed earlier this morning when reality bit me and sunshine slowly crept across my face. I was so terrified that I -called both of them - yes, even my dad, who’s a Smart subscriber, just to check them out.

I hate having those kinds of dreams. I prefer to have dreamless nights rather than having a nightmare. :| Maybe, I should not forget to pray before I go to sleep. Or maybe I should eat less before sleeping, haha. :))

posted on Sunday, July 8, 2012 at 6:34 AM | 0 cmnt/s

TODAY WAS MY YOUNGEST SISTER’S 12th.

And luckily, it was a sunday, I was at home and everyone was free. We celebrated at the Mall of Asia and did nothing but eat, eat, eat and eat again. Well, we were supposed to watch ‘Madagascar 3: Europe’s Most Wanted’ but, unfortunately, it is not yet shown in MOA’s theaters. And we don’t wanna catch ‘The Amazing Spider-Man’ just because. HAHA.

So, we decided to just ride the recently opened 180 ft. tall ferries’ wheel. Whew, yeah. You’ve read that right—effing 180ft tall!

*pictures to be uploaded soon!* :)

And as this day end, it slowly consumes me that this will be the last birthday my bebe girl would celebrate before turning into a teenager—which makes her bebe no more. Haaaay, time. Y U SO FAST?!

A year older, many times tougher and wiser
posted on Saturday, June 30, 2012 at 8:58 AM | 0 cmnt/s

This birthday is quite a different one. This year, I became eighteen. And a lot of things change when they turn eighteen. Well, the most obvious change would be that I could get jailed if I've done something against the law, which hopefully, I wont. HAHA

Another reason why this birthday is a quite different one is because I had a celebration. Well, I'm eighteen. I'm obliged to hold a celebration. But I didn't have that conventional one.

May 18, 2012;; my birthday, part one.
Cams had 6 ride-all-you can tickets to Star City to be availed until the 31st of the month. She decided to share those tickets with us, the Zogo Club, as her gift to my birthday and also, for the sake of clingy moments. :))

May 19, 2012;; My Birthday-Part 2

Since I'm a mermaid, (chauce) I chose to celebrate my debut through a pool party. So, I rented a resort in Pansol, Laguna because:

1.) I'm familiar with the place 2.) My LB friends could go 3.) My Diliman and HS friends could go outside Malabon and/or Quezon City 4.)There are many private resorts in there and 5.) Lady's uncle owns one.

We spent the night @ Cam's house in Las Pinas aka another clingy overnight with the zombies.

My party was supposed to start at 6 or 7 in the evening, but because of the different forces in the universe, which I could not control, we started at 10 instead.

They prepared a surprise for me. All of my friends, HS, LB and Diliman friends. Renz took part too. Well, it was a success because I cried. Well, how often do you not see me cry? Kidding.

The most happiest part, except crying and blowing my 18 candles, was the sky lanterns part. I really love sky lanterns. Renz bought 18 for me. :')