what's happening?
And you know what's the hardest part? i should spill out my sadness quietly, i have to cry without a sound. After he told me not to call again, he dropped the phone dead. my heart broke as i heard the dial tone, tears fell like a rushing water fall from my eye. I know its so melodramatic, like a series from television or a novel written by some chic. I really wish that would work, at least there is a guarantee that my life is set on a happy ending.
I am wondering why am I still hurt with situations like this, my mind says i should act numb, i should feel numb. But my heart feels pain like it was never hurt before, like it's the first time to be broken, first time to be torn.
I still love him, no matter what. I'll still love him no matter what.
lolololonelyy. :|
I won't have summer classes anymore. This is because of stupid slots on subjects I should/want to take. :| secondly, nakakatamad ng bumalik at bumalik sa LB ng walaaang kasama. :( haaay. I feel so alone these days.:( I feel sad. I wanna go out. I wanna swim. I wanna shop. I wanna be with friends. I wanna.I wanna. I wanna. But I can't. :( haaayy. summer's so depressing for me. I feel so unproductive.:(( ~ :(((
i've made a new friend today! :)
posted on Sunday, April 3, 2011 at 11:08 AM |
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ugali ko talagang kumausap ng taong di ko kakilala. :))
hindi naman totally hindi kakilala, kilala ko siya pero di niya ako kilala.:) schoolmate ko siya dati, nagtransfer siya nung HS, kabatch siya ni renz. she's a model. she did modelling for candy mag too! wala lang. im so happy to gain another friend.:)
Hello, Alex Paredes. Welcome to my life. =) LOL.
