what's happening?
posted on Thursday, April 7, 2011 at 9:47 AM |
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And you know what's the hardest part? i should spill out my sadness quietly, i have to cry without a sound. After he told me not to call again, he dropped the phone dead. my heart broke as i heard the dial tone, tears fell like a rushing water fall from my eye. I know its so melodramatic, like a series from television or a novel written by some chic. I really wish that would work, at least there is a guarantee that my life is set on a happy ending.
I am wondering why am I still hurt with situations like this, my mind says i should act numb, i should feel numb. But my heart feels pain like it was never hurt before, like it's the first time to be broken, first time to be torn.
I still love him, no matter what. I'll still love him no matter what.
I AM HAPPY TODAY. :) WE MADE UP, FINALLY. :)
and im lovin' tumblr!!
posted on Wednesday, April 6, 2011 at 9:37 PM |
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lolololonelyy. :|
I won't have summer classes anymore. This is because of stupid slots on subjects I should/want to take. :| secondly, nakakatamad ng bumalik at bumalik sa LB ng walaaang kasama. :( haaay. I feel so alone these days.:( I feel sad. I wanna go out. I wanna swim. I wanna shop. I wanna be with friends. I wanna.I wanna. I wanna. But I can't. :( haaayy. summer's so depressing for me. I feel so unproductive.:(( ~ :(((
i won't last a day without you.
i've made a new friend today! :)
posted on Sunday, April 3, 2011 at 11:08 AM |
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ugali ko talagang kumausap ng taong di ko kakilala. :))
hindi naman totally hindi kakilala, kilala ko siya pero di niya ako kilala.:) schoolmate ko siya dati, nagtransfer siya nung HS, kabatch siya ni renz. she's a model. she did modelling for candy mag too! wala lang. im so happy to gain another friend.:)
Hello, Alex Paredes. Welcome to my life. =) LOL.
FRUSTRATED. :(
nafru-frustrate ako. :( wala pa kong nagagawa ni isa dun sa summer to do list ko. :(
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1. mag summer class sa Diliman--hindi ko to gusto. kailangan e. :| at anong subject isusummer ko? hindi ko pa alam. basta, maghahabol ako ng units, promise. :)"-- LOL.mukang hindi na ko makakapag summer class, kasi ano nga naman ang isusummer ko? :( hayy. :( tapos hindi ko din alam mga requirements. :(( waa.:(( im so hopeless.:((
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mag piano lesson--haha! oyes. tuwing summer nalang, naiisipan ko to. sana may inoofer sila sa College of music na summer class for piano lessons. :) sanaa!" HAAAAY. e hindi nga ako makakapag summer class e! ano baa. :( T.T pero i will try pa din. sana naman pwede mag cross reg dito. :)
**BREAKING NEWS! nagresearch na ko, attttt...P4,720 ang tuition fee. HMM. pwede na siguro no? UP College of Music naman e. kung ayaw ni papa, looks like I have to sacrifice my gift to myself on my birthday na digicam, eto nalang. HAHA. KAY.
"4. magpagupit ng maiksi--sana magawa ko to. for a change. hahaha. :)))" LORD GIVE ME THE COURAGE! GIVE ME SOMEE!
"8. mag bike everyday-- wala, exercise. hihi! :)" another LOL. 2 weeks ng bakasyon, isang beses palang akong nakakapag bike. :(( SAD.
"9. mag movie marathon ng asianovelas--ISWAK,They Kiss Again, Full House, Coffee Prince, at Princess Hours. :)" idownhavethemoney to buy copies. SAD.
AYUN. at dagdag pa jan, I FEEL SO DAMN UGLY. like, somebody told me I LOOK BORING. which is so depressing. :( I HATE HOW I LOOK. I FEEL FAT. I FEEL UGLY. :(( Sorry, I can't help but to rant. :((
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